Teenage years
I Wrote about Toxic relationships in my Stories as a preteen and Teenager.
I remember as a kid I wrote so many story ideas. I was inspired by the incredible and magnificent Hayao Miyazaki after "Month of Miyazaki" which showed masterpieces like Spirited Away, Princess Mononoke, Castle in the Sky, and Nausicaa of the Valley of the Wind. You would think a man who wrote these gems, I would know better than to write about girls being OK with overprotective boyfriends who kill when even the slightest person looks at them wrong, but I was 12-14, I didn't know any better. I did fall in love with Twilight when It came out in 2008 and was just as obsessed with it as everybody else was.
By Diamond Gossett4 years ago in Confessions
Unrequited Love. Top Story - November 2021.
No one knows of my infatuation with you. There is no one to tell of the sleepless nights, the sudden lack of appetite; how the mere glimpses of you cause my heart to shift into fifth gear and my breath to catch inside my lungs.
By Judy Walker 4 years ago in Confessions
I ruined my Life
I met this girl in Feb 2020. We are cohabiting but then after 5 months, she quit due to health reasons that's what she said so I say okay and she should always eat on time and sleep early. After that, I just play SOLO cause I'm still enjoying this game. Everything is so smooth, We are in a Long Distance Relationship. I love her so much. She's different from others. She's funny and her heart is so pure. She always thinks of me and my family. She'll send food and fruits over. We're from a different country but the effort she made just because I haven't eaten dinner or what is so priceless. In my mind that time, she is the one, the one I want to marry and the one I want to spend the rest of my life with. She was preparing everything to come to my country and settle down with me. I was so happy. Because I couldn't leave my country as I was taking care of my dad and my job. So she took the risk and plan everything here. I was so excited and happy at the same time. My girl is coming here, the girl I love to have kids with. But then everything changed when I met this girl in this game she asked for a cohab so I thought just a game why to make it a big deal. After a few months she said that she liked me, she is fun to be with and I told her I like her too but I have a girlfriend and then everything went back to normal until one day my GF and I fought. My cohab was there for me and as the day passes by, my cohab and I are slowly becoming romantic with each other to the point that she'll send a photo and I'll send mine too. I call her when I am not on call with my current girlfriend. Then one morning my girlfriend keep bugging me to video call with her or watch some movies over discord but I keep on refusing because I was in a call with my cohab. And I say hurtful things in text and I blocked her. 2 days went by I feel weird because usually she'll chat with me on my FB or discord, Instagram, or iMessage but I received none. So I unblock her on WhatsApp and I say hello and I'm sorry. After how many hours she hadn't replied to me back so I decided to call her and her mom answered and of course, I said hello and look for my GF and then her mom started to cry and said that her daughter passed away yesterday morning. The lines her mom told me are still vivid in my memory. I felt my heart is slowly tearing into pieces. She's GONE. The woman I love is gone. Little did I know that she had cancer and they found out later as well. After 3 days of her death, I received an email and its from her. In a scheduled email, it was written there how much she love me and how she know that I've been cheating with another girl. It pains me to know that she left this world feeling unloved and unworthy of my love. It's so painful to know that she left this world unhappy because of an asshole like me. I knew I would be living in regret my whole life. The girl I love died, if I am just only loyal and faithful at least she may leave this world with a smile on her face but what I did was to shed tears in her eyes. I didn't even get to see her face one last time… I couldn't do anything but face the consequences of what I've done. It may not look like it. But I killed her. I killed the joy in her. I will never stop blaming myself for what happened. I was a jerk to a one-of-a-kind woman who only know how to love me faithfully and truthfully. If only I can bring back time. If only.
By Vanessa Harmon4 years ago in Confessions
I Had Never Left Washington State.
I had have never left Washington state Until I hit 16 and found myself pregnant I had a high school boyfriend with whom I was very much in love. We were 16 and both rebels. We liked to smoke, drink and do drugs. We had intense chemistry and when we met that day in study hall and then later again and again in in-school suspension we knew we were a match made in heaven.
By Melissa Steussy4 years ago in Confessions
16 Love Songs That Are Actually Kind of Creepy
The disturbing songs on this playlist are no exception. So take a closer listen to these chart-topping songs and ask yourself if there’s anything off about them. You may be surprised to find that some of your favorites made the list. Here are 16 instances where the song just got a little too creepy.
By Ms. Thomas4 years ago in Confessions
Ouija Board, Ouija Board and a Non Seance
In the late nineteen fifties my mum and dad bought three derelict cottages, which had been ransacked by nomarks who had used the doors and floorboards for firewood, but they knocked them together and built a decent family home, although the original dwellings dated back to the sixteen hundreds..
By Mike Singleton 💜 Mikeydred 4 years ago in Confessions
A Time I Realized I Was Protected
Growing up in a family being the youngest out of all of my cousins and having no sisters it was cool when my older cousin would want to hang out with me. We had strange experiences before but this experience was different. Even though we were a few blocks away from home I wasn’t sure if we would make it back there.
By Brittany Love4 years ago in Confessions
May 21st, 2007
May 21st, 14 years ago, I snuck out of my moms home with only my phone and charger, a pair of underwear, socks, one outfit and pajama pants. I had nothing else to my name. No form of I.D., no personal belongings, no hygiene or personal care products. Only what little I could quickly grab into a plastic bag before running out of that house, in fear they might return.
By Jaded Savior Blog4 years ago in Confessions
To My Younger Self.
Hello beautiful! Your life has been very good to you, for the most part. You grew up with two parents who love you endlessly, two brothers who would protect you from anything or anyone in this world, and a family that supports you in whatever you decide to do with your life. Not many people can say they have that kind of love around them, so you are grateful every day that you were given such amazing people to love you unconditionally. Yes, growing up was complicated at times, having divorced parents will tear you apart some days, and of course you were not angry at either one of them for it, but that is for a different letter. Anyways, back to you, you were always such a strong girl, a girl who had the biggest heart, but is sensitive and feels every thing so deeply. Feeling deeply is something you were never ashamed of, some people could not handle it, but others admired it. In life, you will be confused about what exactly you want in this world, who you want to spend your life with, who you should keep in your life, who you should let go of, and the list goes on. My point is, life will make you think a lot about what kind of person you are. You will wonder why God placed you on this Earth, as you know He has a reason for creating everything and everyone, but you will try to figure out your purpose in life. You will make it through High School, gosh, that will be a hard time, but also do not rush it, for when it is over you will wish you could go back to those days. High School opens your eyes, it helps you grow into the person you want to be and it teaches you so much about life. Like, how some people are hurtful, others are kind, how some people are there for you, and others walk away without any reasoning. You will learn that half the stuff they taught you is not actually used in the real world, because let's be real it is 2017 and Google is the brain of all humans. However, you will learn that every teacher, guidance counselor, principle and so on, were all only preparing you for the life that lies ahead and you are thankful for each one of them. Graduation is bittersweet, that moment of your life makes you realize how quickly time goes by, and from there it only seems to go faster. You will say "see ya" and "good luck" to all the friends you made throughout the years, never saying "goodbye" because again it is 2017, we have social media and we can watch each others adult lives develop on a computer or cellphone screen or send them a message when we wonder how they are. From there, you will attend college, you only applied to one school, which maybe was not the smartest thing to do, but you had no idea what you even wanted to do, and luckily it worked out for you. Well, for a little while. College was something you looked forward too, all the new people you would meet, the experience of living on your own without having anyone telling you what to do. You were ready for this next chapter. Along the way, you met so many wonderful and beautiful people, people you want to stay in contact with for the rest of your life. The college you attend will be so diverse, it will allow you to meet other people from different parts of the world, which is the neatest and craziest thing to you. A girl that came from a small town was finally able to explore all this life had to offer, with the help of all the amazing people she met. And you will feel forever blessed. I guarantee, the people you meet at college will impact you for the rest of your life, each one in a different way. The college you chose is in a small, but beautiful town, where you feel one with the environment and nature. College is where you learned the most about yourself, you had time to discover parts of you that you did not know existed. I will tell you, during this time, you will cry more than you ever have in your life, but you will also laugh and love more than you ever have too. People will still hurt you, life will take its toll and the stress of college will become overwhelming. Later, you will decide to pursue a different path in life. At this moment, the new path you have chosen feels like the right path, for once you will feel like you made the best decision of your life. The people close to you will tell you how proud they are of you and that makes you proud of yourself, close friends will tell you that what you chose is a 'big step' in your life, and fear, excitement, and a sense of relief will wash over you. Why? Because you know in your heart this is where you were meant to be. Right here in this exact moment. You are strong, beautiful, determined, independent, and so much more, but most importantly never forget that you are loved, sweet girl. You are loved more than you know.
By Katlyn Oliver4 years ago in Confessions
