Kayla McIntosh
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Personal tell-all pieces: Word of the Day and Jail Journal. Secret poet on the side. ( I don't use Ai to write any posts, everything is done manually. )
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Word of Day: 練習
Yea, I think I am sort of getting sick. I feel like jittery and my cheeks are hot. When I get home I need to sleep and drink some tea or something. I am not sure what I am doing but deep in my gut, I feel off for some reason, even past physical. I feel spiritually/mentally off right now. I don't know why. I hope I am not getting sick.
By Kayla McIntosh3 months ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 癌
This weekend I didn't get anything done unfortunately... I don't regret it though, it does kind of suck but... What happened was that Sebastian cancelled with me. We were planning on having fun together this weekend, I even bought some lingerie he liked and it was going to come some time in the afternoon.
By Kayla McIntosh3 months ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 罪悪感
I think I passed my Japanese Quiz. I don't feel like bragging, I just feel like that is true. I don't feel good about it either though. I feel like I am cheating some how but, as I am explaining to my classmates completely more advanced words in Japanese, I just realized, I studied in advanced.
By Kayla McIntosh3 months ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 自分軸
I need to do my math homework. Just one homework is due, but I want to relax so much. I don't know how other people are doing like 5 classes all at once, I have trouble just juggling 2 classes in the week. I guess I don't need to worry about that.
By Kayla McIntosh4 months ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 恵比寿
I think I need to write one more story to get my nerves in order. I am going to have to talk to my teacher about my IEP so, I think that is also why I am not feeling completely sorted out this morning. I think I will wait until after class to talk to him about it, unless he brings it up in class then, I guess we can go about it that way too.
By Kayla McIntosh4 months ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 電波
I don't think I can afford to write right now but I feel like, since I am not taking medication and also self medicating with weed, I need to take journaling seriously as a form of therapy. Since I am feeling very odd, even if it isn't "dangerous" I still feel I need to treat it as if I was in a full blown bad mood right now. I am not sure what I am upset about, I guess because everything feels pointless and I am not sure what I am going to do in my future. I mean that is something to complain about for now to take me out of the moment, but I really don't know what is going on. I am really thinking the celestial placements are causing this turbulence. My only solution though is to just ignore it until tomorrow, which... I mean, I have no better option in front of me at the moment.
By Kayla McIntosh4 months ago in Confessions
