The Good, The Bad, and The Exciting
On an Everyday Rollercoaster
Cortisol Reduction
Who needs a cortisol reduction when your seduction does it for me
Stoic in the shadows but with the gentlest heart inside
It's amazing at how one look makes me melt
You take me on the wildest rides
And I don't know how I met you since we often passed each other by
You were always within reach but we were on parallel sides
And it's difficult to line up two beings so in motion
But when we finally collided I couldn't get over the commotion
I could feel from the quiver of your lips that you were just as vulnerable as me
It's difficult not to connect especially when you feel each other so deep
And though we still have to put in the work the spark has never left its place
I can always feel your magnetism pulling me into a daze
And I don't know how I met you since we often passed each other by
You were always within reach but we were on parallel sides
And it's difficult to line up two beings so in motion
But when we finally collided I couldn't get over the commotion
I crave your very touch and love listening to the sound of your laugh
Sometimes years just get away as we continue down this path
And I'm thankful for the time we've spent together but I still crave hard
The closeness we experience when we both let down our guards
And I don't know how I met you since we often passed each other by
You were always within reach but we were on parallel sides
And it's difficult to line up two beings so in motion
But when we finally collided I couldn't get over the commotion
Backyard Headlines
Fatigue hits my feet as my knees hit the ground
So much going on that I could emotionally drown
And my eyelids won't stay open but through grit I make it through
Hoping the next day I'll feel fresh and renewed
Now the stories on TV are too close to the stories in my life
Surprises behind every twist and turn and sometimes things seem so unkind
I try to find the optimism though I have to dig real deep
But I can't waste my time playing a melancholy game of hide and seek
There's a lot of expectations even though they're no longer earned
Sometimes people feel like their entitled to things even after they dragged your heart into the dirt
And I know I'm expected to smile and agree but I just can't make that feel right
So instead I am oppositional when something feels wrong sparking a sudden fight
Now the stories on TV are too close to the stories in my life
Surprises behind every twist and turn and sometimes things seem so unkind
I try to find the optimism though I have to dig real deep
But I can't waste my time playing a melancholy game of hide and seek
Filled with apprehension I used to wait for every call
Scared to even answer it as it was never something small
It got hard to juggle life and the unexpected surprises on the other end
It made me constantly on guard and serenity was suddenly a long lost friend
Now the stories on TV are too close to the stories in my life
Surprises behind every twist and turn and sometimes things seem so unkind
I try to find the optimism though I have to dig real deep
But I can't waste my time playing a melancholy game of hide and seek
Breathe Easy
Peaceful quiet at the end of the day
I used to be nervous when things ended this way
But I've learned to enjoy taking a gentle pause Breaking from all the noise and having more time
Especially when you're the one by my side
And it just takes my fingertips gliding across your back
One of your smiles or one of your laughs
A small conversation while I get lost in your eyes those are the memories that remind me I'm alive
Who needs the club or distraction at night
We’ll make our own adventures when you're holding me tight
And I live in a different world when I'm spending time with you
There's so much to see and so much to do
And it just takes my fingertips gliding across your back
One of your smiles or one of your laughs
A small conversation while I get lost in your eyes those are the memories that remind me I'm alive
This isn’t a story in which I know what happens next
I'm not one without a plan
I usually know what to expect
But I rely on my faith and I also trust you
Hoping whatever occurs is something we can conquer and work through
And it just takes my fingertips gliding across your back
One of your smiles or one of your laughs
A small conversation while I get lost in your eyes those are the memories that remind me I'm alive
About the Creator
Nicole Higginbotham-Hogue
Nicole Higginbotham-Hogue is a Midwest-based author known for her captivating lesbian romance novels, compelling mysteries, and heart-pounding thrillers. To find out more, visit: http://www.nicolehigginbothamhogue.com


Comments (1)
A really nice sense of homecoming after turmoil.