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Loser

A failure

By Livia CaciPublished about 8 hours ago 1 min read
Loser
Photo by Sunder Muthukumaran on Unsplash

My world is grey

I swallow the poison of society

I don't like crowds

Humanity despises me

***

I feel alone

As if handcuffed

As if blindfolded

As if my heart is in a cage

***

How much I wish

To have been a bird

To fly

In the night's sky

***

My breasts bound

When will I remove them?

A male born

In a female body

***

A loser male

Two beard hairs altogether

A low voice

But nothing to say

***

I love girls

I hate myself

I am obsessed with two

The third one gets hurt

***

On my forearm a tattoo

Covers up the burn scar

Once upon a time in sorrow

There I put out a cigarette

***

Eternally cruel

In elementary school

I used to cut my own flesh with a knife

Terrifying my best friend

***

How can a black heart

Show compassion?

How can a loser male

Write poetry?

Mental Health

About the Creator

Livia Caci

autistic lesbian

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