Sorcerer

As many times as I want to reinvent myself

I want to die and be resurrected

I want to fall onto my knees before you

I want to kiss your feet

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As many times as I write and rip the pages

As many times as I scorched them with flame

I want to disppear off the face of the earth

As if I never existed

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From a caterpillar to a butterfly

To raise from the ashes

Like a phonenix

My rebirth is scary

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I am very scary

I am a monster

A vampire, a hobgoblin

A sorcerer