Disturbance

There is a disturbance that abides within.

Feel it?

At least see it in her eyes.

The destruction that breaks forth brings more pain and tears.

Heart ache that Lies beneath

Broken and unforgiving.

So grief follows,

all she knows to bring.

There is a disturbance, don't you at least taste it,

On her every kiss?

She gives her all knowing deep down,

She can not be loved.

So the heart ache comes.

The destruction unravels not knowing how to stay strong.

Why she has to latch on.

Why does she believe a man is her comfort?

Why does she not stand alone?

Darkness, flooded inside that upset feeling in her stomach isn't sickness.

But sadness her soul is crying for every wrong made.

What was seen can not be unseen,

Her soul begins to scream.

More time to make this right is all she thinks she needs.

I can fix this but procrastination sets in.

Never knowing when and how to go about.

Depression and moping around.

Is it noticeable this disturbance?

She smiles as big as she can... laughs

Or even tries to make others happier than her.

Hoping that moment that feeling from her soul will ease.

She knows it can never feel like it will ever go away.

That disturbance lies so deep her core.

She silently begs to be set free.