Pisces Moon

A guy that I met on the club in a late last year. we keep bumping on to each other. He was just a stranger but I don't know why he was on my mind every time nothing distracts me.

His presence and his eyes was so familiar to me when we met. and he said the same thing. And maybe from another life time, Maybe he wasnt just some stranger. Maybe he was he from the past life? But, I dont know if he felt the same way about that, with past lives I mean.

From the first time I met you, i had a glmpse of what love looks like. to be at peace and to feel joy on the little things.

The moment that we seperated our ways, it felt like you've tapped something in me. Something that I can't describe with words, But with feeling that is just flowing through me.

Ever since that night, You had filled all of these empty pages on my journal.

It came to the point where I keep questioning my feelings for you and always come up with no logical answer.

Its funny when I say that I kept thinking of you but theres no thoughts coming into my head. its just you. You and your blue eyes.

Am I infatuated? or was it just another illusion? I thought that night was real. because I felt your energy so genuine that it penetrates to my soul. I can see the troubles by the way you speak. Your heartaches through your face. And I can feel the depth of your soul that it became one to mine.

Your presence that I am craving. The present moment that I need to see. Being with you is an overwhelming joy. Is it weird to feel this way? well, it wasn't weird for me if I would describe my emotions as weird. Because it is. Everyone is just a walking emotion. And thats what makes us human. That sometimes its too much of an emotion that you need to just shut it off, and go to our cocoon and just rest for a bit.

I kept coming back about last night. And that it was different. He was different. That sunday morning, I told you that if we're meant to be then, we'll comeback from each other. I was aware from the minute I said that, Suddenly my tone of voice changes. I said it like it was going to be the last time that we are seeing each other for a while. But at the same time, hoping that I could see you tomorrow.

That goodbye kiss makes me feel joy on the inside. But after that 5 stops on the tram, I was already missing you.

Im sorry, if my ego is trying to hold me back from you. Surely every feelings you had, has a reason why you're feeling this way. Or was it just a reason that you gave to this kind of feelings.

You never know. Life is always unpredictable. And I guess I do feel things deeply in life. Or maybe its just a one sided love.