An Aries Queen

An Aries queen

By the sound of the title already you can probably feel the overindulgent hype Arians give themselves. That is not entirely the purpose of my title.

Aries are unpredictable, short tempered and proud of making decisions for their own lives. We live unapologetically and stir unwanted people out of the way. We are natural born leaders and stand up for what we believe is right. We have this attitude of invincibility, to be fair we just want to protect our Aries Energy. We light up the room when we can, make jokes in dull moments and annoyingly express what we want out of life, but the ram is powerful and does not back down.

Recently I have moved out of a living situation where there were six of us whose star sign was Aries. Within this family I could spot of lot of common traits except I was outcast and focused on as the typical angry and self-centered Aries, that is not the queen I am describing in the title.

I had to go on this tumultuous cycle for four years for love, until my Aries qualities showed me, I can choose how to lead my life. To prove to those people that my Aries qualities will overpower their unacceptance. I am not what they think and in turn I found myself to be a true Aries and using those qualities and traits to transform myself from the typical ‘You can’t tell me what to do’ to ‘I know what I need to do’.

In all honestly, I was crushed by their judgement of me and I possessed a lot of typical Aries traits in a negative manner. I had to pick myself up in a world surrounded by the people who mirrored traits like mine but found the need to point out my flaws, always, to help keep their culture and ways intact in their family. Fair enough, for them, right. They are comfortable as a family doing that and I had to just suck up my Aries pride and every bit of myself to cater to their needs and expectations.

Being an Aries I once lived that strong stance that no one could tell me what to do, I speak my mind and I call out fakes and liars when I see them. What you see from me is what you get, I know which road I want to take, and I am going to take it with all the confidence in me. This family disagreed with my choices, although personally and to myself I was not as ill intended as much as they thought. I just felt forced to live in a life of unhappiness for myself to please them.

I am kind, I am respectful, I understand, and I listen. I will give anyone a chance once and maybe even a second chance but only if it works both ways. If I am constantly giving up myself to cope with their expectations, then that is my cause for going downhill and showing the bad perspectives of an Aries.

Once my Aries intuition kicked in that I am making the same mistake I acted on that mistake to change it for the better and thus my journey of healing this family’s situation and stepping into my Aries crown began.

Events that unfolded in that time of my life destroyed my ego, but in doing that it also inflated my anger to rage. My urge to take matters into my own hands all to save my self my self-destruction grew strong but grew strong for the wrong reasons. To prove to them something I should have known would get nowhere. Truth be told…I self-destructed for the entirety of living in this situation so being the keen Aries I am I stood up for myself and lead my life differently.

For almost two years I worked hard interpreting a different perspective of these Aries traits righting my wrongs within this family to no luck and no pleasing that eventually a massive fallout occurred, and I had no other choice but to run forward and never look back. That was the moment the queen in the title appeared.

I took care of myself and guarded my heart with valuable wisdom and knowledge. I sought help in my faith and Christianity to overcome my anxiety from living in such a judgmental space. I began learning to love with all intentions for good and use my ‘I know what I want’ attitude to forward those acts of love in my life to the right people who would appreciate the effort. I am proud to carry the attitude of the Ram to build my life up to the status of an Aries Queen.