relationships
Love, sex, single, committed.
The Exquisite Pain
It seemed like yesterday when we would sneak secret glances at each other. My face feels so warm, and red. The electric energy would pull me towards him. Our eyes would meet and do a sensual kind of dance. It’s a dance that I never want to end. Suddenly we hug, and the time instantly slows down. I could stay in his arms for an eternity, maybe even longer.
By TRAILBLAZER !8 years ago in Filthy
Me, Pam, and Molly
The “typewriters” sound was what alerted me when I got an email on my phone. I got the notification and given how OCD I am I always immediately check and clear those fucking red dots off of my homescreen. Whenever I saw from “Andrews” I got excited and for good reason. Why, you ask? Well because every time I got an email from this guy it meant that I was being offered anywhere from $350 to $1000 to have sex with an attractive girl ranging in ages between 18 and 24 usually. The subject line would usually have a name with a two digit number next to it that meant her age. This particular email read “Pam 24.” The body of the email would say something to the effect of “new to business, recently tested, local and wants to shoot asap.” There would be an average of 5 nude pictures in several different positions for me to base my decision to shoot with her or not on.
By Joshua Paul8 years ago in Filthy
Being a 17-Year-Old Virgin
I’ve always been the one to search online for answers on questions I was curious about. I read stories on people losing their virginity. For some of them, it was the best decision they’ve ever made, and for others, it was the worst. The people who said it was the best decision didn’t regret it because it was with people who cared about them, and for those who said it was the worst, they lost it to people they thought cared about them. But I'm not here to talk about what happens after sex, I’m here to talk about what it’s like before it.
By Anonymous dicey Teenager8 years ago in Filthy
BDSM Slaves
It is really hard to talk about roles in BDSM because everyone does each role their way. The way you do a role is up to you because it's what you are comfortable with. I recently talked to two very misinformed individuals. They seriously thought that my master controlled everything I did. In reality, my master has rules for me that I have to follow. The rules are stuff like no more than one or two drinks of hard alcohol, a curfew for days I have to work and I have to tell him when I'm anxious. So, as you see, it's respect and safety-based stuff. There are some slave girls who want their master to have more control than that, but most want to be able to control some parts of their lives. There are even some masters that let you make decisions about certain things like family, friends and work. Most masters want you to set boundaries, so that you can have safe space in your life that's just yours.
By Lena Bailey8 years ago in Filthy
My Girlfriend Doesn't Want Sex Anymore. Help?
Julian asks: "I have been dating my girlfriend for almost a year now, and since the beginning, we have been having sex. All of a sudden though, she tells me that she does not want to 'disrespect' her body and that she does not want us having sex anymore. I feel like she should not have made such a big decision that affects both of us without even talking to me about it beforehand. I love her very much and to me the sex was a way of showing that love. It seems to me that if a relationship was sexually active and that factor is suddenly taken away, the relationship can't be expected to be the same. Any advice?"
By Bonny Albo8 years ago in Filthy
Stranger
We were complete strangers. Well, that's how almost every story begins, isn't it? I had just broken up with my boyfriend of three years and was ready to smash my way through my hoe phase. (You may interpret that as figuratively as you'd like.) My best friend invited me to a model networking event, and I thought it would be the perfect opportunity to find a beautiful one-night stand. (Not withstanding the fact that I've never even had a one-night stand before.)
By Milo Goyal8 years ago in Filthy
Co-Workers Squared
Have you ever heard the expression "don't shit where you eat?" Well, that's what I did. Apparently, breakups are a perfect time for people who have been "friends" to try to slide out of the friend zone quickly before they are stuck there forever. Like another dimension, once you're there, you can't turn back.
By Nicole Katie8 years ago in Filthy
10 Signs You're Actually a Dom. Top Story - January 2018.
In D/s relationships there is a dominant and a submissive. However, there are a lot of misconceptions about the qualities it takes to make someone a good dominant. Because, contrary to the Hollywood portrayals, being arrogant, demanding, and dismissive are still negative qualities to bring to a relationship. Even (and especially, some would argue) one with this sort of power dynamic.
By Neal Litherland8 years ago in Filthy
Confessions of a Married Virgin
I was married once, technically I still am. I am in the middle a divorce. By the time our divorce court date comes we will have been married a year and a half. 18 months, 18 months too long if you ask me. You may be asking yourself, "Then how in the world can you consider yourself a virgin?"
By Faith Heple8 years ago in Filthy
