Word of the Day: ネメシア属

I feel the Nemesian in you, cousin.

It is the same blood who would... well, damage the child of Angus.

I know you... Wait, you are not older than your sister.

Never mind Hawthorn.

Ah?

Yes, it seems my alignment has a chance

There is a trine of Capricorn and Cancer fast approaching.

I have three sheets of paper at this point.

Johanna Soderberg.

... I think she died...

Probably not chuffed.

I guess I should be cordial to some people at this point.

Fuck, he is fighting the east too hard.

Yes, the bullet came flying.

HE FUCKED MY BOY UP

Ah... yes, I am..... OMG IS IT THE AIRES AND LIBRA GOING AT IT?

Yes... I realize I am on his block.

God damn, I am getting Christian bale in Frankenstein vibes.

Yea... He did all that for a smoke.

Ah, he is analyzing all of us.

I am glad god took his name from my mind.

Ty.

It is harder to be a water creature.

The world, my beloved...... I feel love that swells.

Yea I guess, I should stop spending my time and actually start filling out more paperwork.

This is just more paperwork for me to do.

I know you sent Benjamin or what not. I don't care. I am scared.

Oh... yea, they liked pens.

This is what is hard. Having to write like 4 pages at once. Just to meet a quota.

When I get paid I'll get my Kulcha and chana masala but, I have to wait.

I guess I have to adhere more to my timer, if I decide to use it. It is hard though.

I feel like many people want me to notice them, but since my eyes are gone, I can only hear.

So that is why I sought a sanctuary.

I feel I am wasting some of my paper actually. Either because I am not using it completely, or just I should save enough so, when I do have an idea of what to do, I will have enough to operate with them.

Either way, I know my mind is sort of not working at full capacity right now because ti is fighting off sickness so, it is pointless to do anything more rigorous right now.

I feel like, so much happened in a whirlwind. I think I missed some good opportunities along the way which I am sad about but, I had so many ops that I couldn't take advantage of them.

So basically I just need to starve them out.

I think more than anything else, I need to really take time to do my budget planner and evaluate my goals. and just plan for that, without really consulting anymore. Consulting anyone is just a deterrent.

I hve been sick so, I have fallen even more behind in things. I don't feel 100% now but I feel well enough to do some tasks.

There is a bit of chaos right now, but I don't see it as destructive, though it can probably easily fall into that if you tip it the wrong way.. Sort of precarious, basically.

I think the hardest thing on my todo list is talking to people. Yes, obviously some other things are difficult too but, I cant figure out how to go about it.

Making appointments and calls, I have no idea sometimes.

And I don't like to lie on my paperwork.

I do think I need to give myself leniency too also, recognize when my best is truly my best.

Tomorrow I will be business-like. I got to prepare and such so, it is best to conduct myself well.