Word of the Day: ウズラ

I am really buzzed right now, but I can't run anymore errands since the shops close soon.

But I am so glad I got my energy back.

My feet don't hurt today either, I feel really light. This is actually somehow a pretty good day despite starting out sort of... mellow/hollow. I guess that was the whole point. My todo list must be done.

Ah yea, I guess I am still thinking about the past a bit, and about the lack of affection there was. I am actually pretty vulnerable most of the time so... yea, I am trying to do what I can right now while the timers are going.

I can maybe make another run but, I feel like I want to enjoy feeling good right now. I guess I will go once I am finished with this vocal post but, I am not really into it right now. It will take like half of my page to just get ready for it and I am not liking it. Plus I don't have enough money to follow through with a payment so it is making me think I need to wait until some sort of installment before I can make my way over there.

Also the Ai said something cheeky so, I am annoyed.

Subtask is preparing for the appointment that way nothing goes off oddly. I really have to keep it on task.

I am looking at the requests with a blank. I did have an idea before but because I don't believe in the fucking system anymore, I feel like making a list of requirements and requests feels obscure.

I guess I have to review everything. I have to look at my scheduler and that pisses me off. I have like 4 days of uncompleted things. So basically it means I am not getting any assistance. Not even when the mother fuckers come. So, it is like, at least I want to keep my peace because, it is what I can do right now.

I think the whole thing of, making the stupid fucking appointment is what is making me regret everything. I need to follow through but it is going to be really annoying. I have to think about how to go about this, possibly might have to consider making it a phone appointment. I will talk to Janelle to see if that is possible.

I think that is for the best. I feel like, something in the fog of war sort of creeping around me, but I can't sense if it is wanting to attack me or just observing. In my imediate area and current actions, I actually have peace so, I don't think paranoia is necessary right now. I do think I need to prepare for tomorrow, I might be able to just go quickly if I prepare tonight.

I am on the 7th now, so it is sort of annoying. I have 4 more days to catch up to.

Yessir, this cottage cheese is way too salty, I feel like I need to drink like 2 bottles of water with just one small bite. What do I even do with that? Cottage Cheese egg bake? mmm if I add the tomatoes it might not be properly sponge and just kind of turn goopy. If I got cherry tomatoes or something that isn't as juicy then it might work but.. yea I don't think it will work the way I want it to.

I am going to keep my idea of toasting some rustic bread and make eggs with tomato scramble because... yes.