Prince Pham

The Disappointed Goddess

How my childhood blossom my Virgo attributes Growing up I was really aware of my surroundings at a young age, I quickly noticed that my life did not contain luxurious opportunities. Having to realize my family situation and the environment I was raised in, I humbly accepted the choices my parents have made knowing that they were doing their best to provide for me. My childhood as I recall was consisted of financial problems and arguments between the family members. I was taught that family came first but after witnessing many fights I soon learned that not all families are perfect. As my childhood continues, I remember that in every fight that I have witness I would solve the issue in my head and learn what had lead them to the problem. Having to absorbed all these anger and emotions through out my life it made me emotionally stronger and at the same time empty. Obtaining this ability at such a young age can seem very beneficial to the eyes, but for me it was just pain. In my experience I would use this mindset to calm my parents down assuring them that everything is going to be alright, but being there emotionally for my family it was difficult for I also had my own problems. I made a bad habit of helping people than helping myself and it had lead me to not open up to people as I grew up. As of now I am slowly progressing but occasionally I would have this burning sensation that I have to stand up for all types of justice, but as times flows I get hopeless because I know that the world has given up. I would not consider my childhood bad because I have learn how to appreciate my roots and my family because without it I would not be who I am today.