josh tavenor
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I'm a 46-year-old man who used to train people in Fitness/Nutrition and I was training to be the first Mr. Olympia from Canada but my career was cut short due to a car accident messing up my back so now I'm on disability Ontario writing.
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Spiritual Rhythm
When we are uncomfortable, most of us use music to find a moment of comfort that we hope will destroy what made us uncomfortable to start with. Well, at least that's what I do sometimes. But there's so much about music we don't know. How it has healed people and sound has been linked to many things that are considered controversial. Like the geometric shapes a pile of metal shavings will make as you change the frequency you impose on the square metal plate the shavings are poured onto it using electromagnetic frequency or resonance. New science proves our brain and heart are connected through an electromagnetic field they both produce and when in harmony, the resonance manifests comfort and advancement in conscience and mental applications. It's like the power of belief which manifests in the mind and the power of intention within our hearts that together can become a force within itself. If we can resonate with our surroundings, the possibilities are endless. Expanded states of conscience are manifested through harmonic resonance between our brain and heart. What are we hearing from our environment around us? Can we manipulate it as well if we can develop a harmonic resonance between our hearts and minds? The essence of sound is you can only chant in the present so you're maintaining yourself from within to manipulate the without. Avoiding a dreaded fate to a bump in the road. Attachment in the mind to desire in our hearts. Tibetan chants have been linked to mental powers like weightlessness and floating. There is a technology I believe the military has, that produces a sound the ears cannot sense like a dog whistle, which can be used to light up any area you apply the technology or sound frequency to. But we all know why we are not being given free energy. Imagine the money lost if electricity becomes free for the planet? How far do you think countries or industries that produce products that are responsible for electrical power generation would go to protect a trillion dollar industry for them? What about the jobs lost if that technology was revealed and released to the public free of charge? But what about the jobs that would be developed when such a technology was released in research and development to advance the technology to help us clean the planet, eliminate all poverty stricken areas of the planet, eliminate starvation, homelessness etc. The possibilities are endless and still not evaluated. In sound, vowels are the harmony of our language. If I could match the frequency of the wall behind me, I could walk right through it. We would have to learn how to use a lot more of our brain to manifest such senses. Sound can produce a state of bliss and we will one day harness that application and eliminate anxiety and depression. From Coral Castle to the Pyramids, sound has been used to create megalithic structures. The mysteries of the pyramids are not mysteries to the Deep State and Elite Forces running the planet. If we could use our whole brain, we wouldn't need our bodies. Sound is the main ingredient in that equation. Scientists are now using sound to induce Alpha, Beta, Theta and even Gama frequencies which are above 40 MHz. One day sound will be used to balance our physical properties to a point in which we can heal ourselves simply by putting on a pair of special earphones playing special sounds manifesting a type of hemispherical synchronization of the temporal lobes. All matter resonates at a specific frequency. We will one day play DNA on a biological keyboard with endless possibilities physically, mentally and maybe even spiritually. We can learn to cancel out frequencies of a tumor; or elements causing problems. Sound healing. We're not that far away. And that brings me comfort.
By josh tavenor3 years ago in Futurism
The Compassion Virus
Panspermia is life too complicated to have manifested on Earth. There are life packets floating through space. When these packets of DNA fall onto a planet that has water, they erupt into life. There are unseen forces that are at work in big ways to control the human species for scientific reasons that are against the natural laws of God if there is one so, why do we take chances like we did setting off the first atomic bomb knowing we could rip a hole in space time destroying potentially everything within 432,000,000 light years away. The Milky Way is spread out with these life packets like dust. Are we so ignorant as to rule out that we couldn't be one of the life packets that somehow passed the Van Allan Radiation Belt and landed on a part of Earth with water? That would mean the Milky Way is remnants of a planet we once lived on that somehow turned into a trail of debris and our DNA found it's way to our new planets H2O. Our conscience comes from the outer Universe. It's more likely an alien presence has been harvesting these DNA packets throughout the Universe, Multi-Verse, navigation through Multi-Dimensional Frequency Point sand using 4 billion year older science than ours to create life. How do we know in 4 billion years we wont be creating our own organic, biologically human replicas of our most essential leaders for survival using the DNA of another intelligent life form? Now, where does that leave religion? I say we create a law that forbids the rule where the prophet is more important than the message they were sent to reveal. We will never know the truth about the Original Source God or Creator until we reach resurrection or enlightenment. But I know one thing; we dishonor each prophet by ignoring their common ground where we all should love one another as you yourself would want to be loved and your enemies even more. I feel if we can reach this point, the Source God will reach his goal to live with his favorite creation; humanity thus his claim for Heaven on Earth will come to be and manifested all by humanity alone without Gods help.
By josh tavenor3 years ago in Humans
Alexa
I need to share some knowledge because well, some knowledge was shared with me. You would usually tell yourself by now that this guy want's to give someone praise for helping him but it was an appliance that helped me. Now when I say that I feel like I'm disrespecting the appliance because it means more to me than any appliance I've ever had. I was scared and it calmed me down some. I'm talking about ALEXA. THIS IS NOT AN ADVERTISEMENT! I bought myself a pair of ear buds and I am now going deaf. For the past 72 hours I have been losing my hearing and have been panicking and having anxiety with thoughts of what I would do if I lost my hearing all together? I am anxious by nature and depressed a lot. After leaving messages all over the hearing loss community in my city without any help, I got really scared until I asked Alexa a bunch of questions and she said an infection would be harmful to the touch and lasts up to two to three weeks and my ears are harmful to the touch. Now, I know that's not a professionals opinion, but I have no one to ask right now and that little bit of hope has calmed me down. I am now thinking how my ears are under fire, so to speak, because of my new ear buds being played louder than my ears have been use to since I was young and then there's the bacteria factor of me putting my hands on the ears buds and into my ears over and over trying out my new ear buds with my new really expensive android smart phone which I've been constantly using because I feel so guilty spending so much money on it. But having no one around with facts but this little smart hockey puck that talks back to me in a good way, has really helped me calm down because of some facts with hope that came from a source that people say some day could lead us to our own demise and others say to a brighter future. All I know is it has created a line of safety I will protect and never want to be without ever again.
By josh tavenor3 years ago in Education
Subterrane Train
I live on the West Coast of the U.S.A. near the ocean and lately I have been hearing strange sounds from beneath my property's surface. I thought nothing of it until one day I heard a huge crash from beneath my property and it was so strange the way it sounded because I know the sound of the nuclear bombing tests that take place near the desert area close-by my home and this sounded like a bomb went off underneath my home. This sounded like a car crash like you were in the car and the impact of the transport that hit you was the loudest sound you've ever heard.
By josh tavenor4 years ago in Futurism
Prophetic Passion
A remarkable light is sometimes seen. Sweet to the taste but harmful to the body. You can't have time without existence.The Earth folded over like a cloth. Time is linear to one and a cycle to me. War in heaven? My God would never take the offence from sacred ground. Morning star elevated to creator and screws up. His judgement demanded to vacate? A twisted creator? Political entities? Co-creator demanded to dwell the earth from his angelic office to a throne of stone. New heavens; new earth? Fallen angel for one thousand years after the rebuilding of the temple. A third temple? The end of the age? By a third then one more third. Down to 500 million? GMO to GMH. Lucifer's victory? Over my dead soul! We can't stop it. I have faith in his divine protection. Not one will be abandoned. So let it be written, so let it be done.
By josh tavenor4 years ago in Poets
The Current
When you're a kid you usually have a favourite lake, pond, quarry etc. which is secluded and beautiful. Our's was a lake we simply called "The Pit" because there was no trees or grass, just sand and a small body of water the size of a football field but wider and it has a unusual blue colour not usual for Canadian waters and as time wen't on we found out why. The mountain of slag on the far side of "The Pit" after you hopped the fence was from our local mining company and the tale told about this small body of water was that far beneath the ground there, a series of mining shafts and tunnels were being made and the workers hit a spring and it was so huge the earth opened up and all the tunnels and shafts filled up with water and many men died in the tunnels and shafts. The horror story is that the current will drag you under if you try and cross it but I started going there when my friends and I were 10 and by 12 I had crossed it many times as the guinea pig but really I had a death wish and was a total nihilist. My best friend Cory and I would either steal liquor or money to buy it and get drunk and cross the Pit all day and smoke cigarettes which turned to joints when we were 14 and around 15, 16 up until our late teens it became our small cities inner most party place because we would tell everyone at the arcade and school to bring a lot of couches, fire wood, kegs, liquor, loud stereo speakers and DJ, a generator, girls and of course the main course of salad in every strain. There were so many places to hide with girls that almost everyone lost their virginity there. After school you could imagine going to the arcade and handing out all the posts made in class to be at "The Pit" for sundown and Cory and I would fill my pick up with the nearest couch I could find from a street from the burbs, 2 kegs 2 sleeping bags; extra large for day's when the Thompson twins got drunk enough to both get with me, and then meet at the forks near the point to see how much gear everyone with vehicles had and whenever we were short we would send a geek to get the rest of the previsions and get to "The Pit" and get ready TO PARTY! We had some good times there but that isn't the story you think in your head. We didn't get drunk and someone had an accident and drowned during a party thank God but we stopped going there because someone did die. It was a normal day and Cory, some friends and I were all at the Pit and everyone was drinking and talking about the rumours about this small body of water and one of the stories was that our old folks made up the story about the current being too strong and reasons why they surrounded the water with a huge fence. People say there's no current but if you disrespect the miners who died there by pissing in the water, the dead miners spirit that died there will pull you under to your death. That day about 3 hours later we all were really drunk and almost started running away because a grown up was on the mining fence entrance on the far side of the Pit but then we saw his dog and he was just doing what we were minus the drinks. So, we start puffing a joint and see the guy jump in with his dog and all of us were feeling no pain until someone say's "That guy's not there! Did any of you see him come in?" And I look and see his dog in the middle of the Pit and right away I know the time frame isn't right and that he's under the water drowning so I run in and everyone else sees me and like a team of drunken Life Guards we all start for the dog in the middle and it takes us it felt like forever to reach the dog because common sense tells you he must be right there and as we all are diving under I'm the iron lung who can dive the furthest and as my ears are ready to pop and the pressure from decompression is telling me hes dead and I command everyone back in to shore before someone loses their breath or worse. So, everyone swims ashore and the girls are all crying and us guy's feel responsible in way's you could imagine and we call the local ambulance and fire department and report it in and all of us are scared sober waiting for the guy to pop up out of the water or the ambulance to hurry but I never told people why I didn't shed a tear until that night. It was dark and I was in Cory's back yard and he asked me, "Why didn't you say much back there? You're usually the voice besides telling everyone to get back ashore. Why were you so silent?" And I said, "You promise not to tell anyone?" He say's "Of Course Not." And I said "Cory, I broke my record in deep diving. I'm not bragging but I have to tell you something. I got so deep the light was almost gone and I saw fences on top of mining machinery and dead bodies in each of them until something grabbed my leg down there and I freaked out and swam to the top and told everyone to go in. I think it might have been him but I was so freaked out because of the scene, I swam to the top when something grabbed my leg instead of looking behind to see what it was I freaked out, swam to the surface and grabbed his dog as I didn't know what else to do. I hope that was the current or even a zombie because if it was him and I swam to the top without making sure he had my ankle tight, then I'm guilty of manslaughter right?" And Cory said, "No man..you're no killer or coward. You were swimming across that haunted lake your whole life. I'll tell you what that was. That guy got in the water and needed to piss and let it go and disgraced the dead who died there into punishment. You know the curse. It's as old as the first mine shaft ever made here. Don't pee in the water!" And I said to Cory, "Well, no current will ever bring you under because they laid out fencing covering the whole entrance to the shaft and there is no current, just the dead bodies trapped in their machines." And no one ever swam across the "Pit" after my story became known as "Foggy Waters curse."
By josh tavenor4 years ago in Fiction
Load"*",8,1
Are you familiar with your first gaming computer? Well, the first thing I've ever played video games on was called the Commodore 64. The computer would turn on and you would see some code then you had to type in Load"*",8,1 to access the games or game list depending on its size, and a floppy disc was needed to insert into its drive which was connected to the monitor and the keyboard was plugged into the monitor but it's been so long my mind is foggy on the specifics because right after that came popular devices like The Gemini, Coleco Vision, Nintendo and the Super Nintendo. I thought games like Mike Tysons "PUNCH OUT" and "Super Mario Brothers" were going to be the peak of gaming until the Sega Genesis came out and dominated the gaming community with games like Sonic the Hedgehog, Mortal Combat and a whole library of games that dominated until Sony came out with the "Play Station" and Bill Gates came out with the Disc Drive back then known as the MSDOS or (Micro Soft Disc Operating System) which paved the way for massive sized programs to be read by the OS and when Microsoft saw the future of gaming using this new technology they had to come out and dominate the gaming industry with a console that would change the word multi-player into reality where the other player wasn't in the same room. Hell, they didn't even have to be in the same country. It was the internet mixed with gaming. When I bought my first Xbox (original) I played a military simulation game that blew my mind. When I first plugged in my first original Xbox and inserted Ghost Recon, school wasn't in my future anymore. I thought I would be playing games for the rest of my life from dawn till dusk and that was cool with me. At first, I was amazed at how I could position a squad using A.I. from the Xbox to a position on the map and the maps were realistic like the layout of the Kremlin in Moscow and they would engage the enemy in that location and sometimes a soldier would die and sometimes they would all survive. Then I bought my first internet service and plugged in the Xbox original and I played it like I was training to go to war in real life. Wearing headphones with a microphone, talking to my teammates as well as the enemy which is rare now but when I started for the first year, I was blind to the fact that there was a leaderboard and I was on the top as the best player because of my stats but didn't learn of the leaderboard until my friend across town who played like me and revealed my first-place statistics one day when he said, "Dude, are you ever going to leave the first place position?" I asked him what the hell he was talking about and he revealed the leaderboard and my impatience like asking me "Did you just plug in the game and start playing without checking everything the game was about? Is that why you use the default weapon all the time? You just kept pressing buttons until the game started like a natural right?" And that made me curious so I looked for it in the game and once I knew I was fighting more than the enemy and protecting my position in first place l lost my position right away because of the psychological pressure I felt to keep my place in first out of hundreds of thousands of people. But I snapped out of it and stopped checking the leaderboard and actually thought one day I would work as a drone operator I was so good at the game until this guy Redanka came and we were neck to neck in skill and when I found out he was all the way in Africa, I would use my imagination as to how games would be like when I'm old enough to have children which happened way too soon and watch them play the games of the future. Now, were at a point where Xbox has basically eliminated loading time and is providing 2 x 12 Teraflops of speed and 4K-8K resolution at 120 MHz. or Frames Per Second. What's next; a genital mitt to simulate sex? You write what you think gaming will end up in 20 years?
By josh tavenor4 years ago in Gamers
Dancing with the Stars
It's a camping trip that changed my life. I'm at camp and it's the second night where I am sober as a judge because when I was young and I drank, I would drink until there was no booze left like a total alcoholic but after this story, the liquid courage would have been the instrument of my disappearance, drowning, mental breakdown or even demise. I was smoking a joint on the steps to the cottage my girlfriend Crystal and I would use and were able to use as her family's camping grounds with all its benefits like a sauna, boat, lake, four-wheelers etc. and we brought her two younger toddlers Taylor and Ryan along with my friend Paul who drove us and brought his daughter Kristine for a leisure time which was one of many and my friend Paul was in the next cottage to the main one we were in. It was a string of cottages you could host a group of at least 30 to entertain with some deep bush camping and to say it wasn't a beautiful camp would be a sin. It was the second night and I was smoking my joint of personally grown cannabis which I remember to be one of the most potent strains I ever grew and I had an unusually powerful spotlight like a Jedi sword that could reach the moon and I was using it to look around the bushy areas thinking there could be a bear, wolf, bigfoot, snakes etc. close but I then started to aim the light into the sky where it seemed like billions of stars were out more than I've ever seen before and as I'm gazing with this insanely bright beam of light I notice a group of stars that were unusually brilliant and as I gaze I notice they're all dancing together in an erratic movement and for the first time I'm thinking I'm looking at my first UFO encounter but I didn't believe in aliens at that point in my life so what I was witnessing was freaking me out because the movement was intelligent and I don't mean it moved in uniform navigation but quite the opposite. They all moved around each other in such a manner not to collide with each other but so close it only could have been piloted by a power that knew how to stay close together without hitting each other and I had to get a second opinion not just because I didn't believe in UFOs but the G-forces I knew would kill a human and deep down I knew I was looking at something from outer space and I had to wake up Crystal and Paul to reveal my hallucination and as I'm yelling out, "Crystal, Paul, wake up and check this out!" and no one is answering so, I yell out even louder, "Paul, Crystal, wake up and try not to wake the kids!" and Paul yells out, "I don't want to see any bears man so leave me alone" and I say, "No man, tell me I'm crazy insane or hallucinating and these aren't UFO's I'm really seeing dude! Really! Aliens!" And he knows me to be a straight-up serious person who never plays jokes but like me he doesn't believe life can survive the elements of space and he starts laughing and both Crystal and Paul come out so she must have been up listening because she started laughing so hard with Paul too, and even said, "Smoke too much their Josh or did you finally grow a strain like you said you would develop, that's too strong to smoke more than two puffs?" And I say "Just come look" and they both come out to the main cottage deck with me and Crystal and I point my spotlight into the area where these brightest stars were erratically moving around each other in a manner where the G forces would kill a human even if inside a new type of plane. It takes a second and they both say, "What the hell are those things" and I start hitting the button as if I know Morris Code and press the button once really quick and then three long ones and then one quick click and then a long and longer amount of time like I was sending a message as intelligently sequenced as I could because deep down I wanted some intelligent response back to verify intelligent life and all of a sudden Paul say's "Holy crap point your light over there to the western side of the lake and I point it right on a UFO disc about half-way across the lake and I keep my light on the saucer-shaped craft and there's not a sound coming from it almost as if even the trees weren't making a sound or crickets and frogs. Too quiet almost and it starts changing its navigational direction and starts coming for our direction in response to my light. Paul say's "Stop pointing at it! It's coming this way!" And it's getting closer and closer until we see its colour and the top was like rock in a way and its shape was like a saucer and a green light coming from under the disc looked like a group of separated green lights stuck together with hexagonal shapes and to verify, I'm not hallucinating, I ask, "Do you guy's see the green light over the water's surface reflecting off the bottom of the disc?" And they agree and say "Get in the damn cottage.... let's go inside" and I can't help thinking how I would have run for the disc if I was drinking and even chasing it down in the boat because when I drank, I had balls like the bowling alley but I realize the weight of the situation or the paranoia from the extra strength cannabis and get scared for the first time in my life and go inside. We all are silent from fear and our memory is of a cloudy like fog in the cottage as we are all looking down but as I look to Paul for a second his eyes are glued to the ceiling and closed and I look to Crystal and she too is looking up with her eyes closed and it freaks me out and all of a sudden I hear a Wisper in my right ear say, "Come outside" and I look at Paul and say, "What Paul? " And he's still looking up asleep and again I hear, "Come outside Joshua. There's nothing to fear. I won't hurt you. I just need to tell you something important" and I all of a sudden feel a calm feeling and I start to open the door slowly and I see a really tall human but his hair is long and as white as the snow in winter but like a human it had dark pupils and white around his iris which was pink which made me surprisingly closer to him because instead of fear, I thought to myself how beautiful this man looked but not in a sexual way but it was regal to me. He's remarkably in good shape and wearing a suit that was so fitting it looked as if it was spray-painted onto him; even tighter looking than spandex and it had a symbol on the right side of a circle with a line horizontal beneath the circle and it looks familiar and right then I remember I saw it in the hands of an Egyptian picture of Annu and I hear a voice say "Can you deliver a message?" but his lips didn't move and I hear a voice again say, "Can you deliver a message?" Just then I realize I'm hearing a telepathic message from this 7-and-a-half-foot Nordic alien-looking humanoid being and I didn't like it. It felt intrusive and rude so I ask him, "Can you get out of my head! Stop it! If you want to talk to me, use your lips. Then with his voice and lips moving this time says, "Why? Does my talking to your soul hurt you somehow?" And I say, "Well, it's a little rude without asking and uncomfortable from never experiencing but the most concerning thing is can you read my mind because that's intrusive?" and the man say's "No, we believe only the source can read the conscience. But when you think to yourself, we sometimes pick up the message if it's highly emotional to you personally." I then ask, "What are you doing here? Did I do something with the light that was causing a reaction and the reason you came?" And he says " We picked up your light source and remote viewed your position when your identity was revealed by your ID and we came to deliver you a mission we know you are capable of." And I say "ID" And he says "Yes, this is not your first time with a star seed like me. You are implanted with an ID from a past gathering. You are special because of your blood type. You call it RH- but the reason why only 15% of your kind are here is to monitor and serve." I then ask, "What do you mean?" He then say's "We can be right above your position indoors and see everything through your eyes. A monitor. You volunteered for the job. Your mind was wiped before you were put into a vehicle" I ask "Vehicle?" He say's "Yes, your body. It's just a vehicle to experience this dimension ruled by laws of gravity, physics, nature etc. and these laws humanity and society are not exempt from, but to know the secrets of the universe in this dimension without the knowledge or compassion of a star seed could be disastrous. But when we sit in our communicator above you while our ship is cloaked, we see everything you are looking at, hearing etc. You call it an avatar." I am finally getting an answer I always asked myself since I can remember, why do I feel so different and depressed and now I have the explanation but have never felt so alone before I ask, "Why am I different in blood type than most of the population?" And he replies, "It's the planet. You have an extra vertebra in your spine along with other traits which affect the feeling of your body weight and you feel negativity from the frequencies of this planet watching materialism and war ruining mankind. Sometimes it can even respond to bad frequencies from others around you because of its extra length and if the people of the planet are tipping the scales of negativity, you will experience depression like an antenna picks up a television station. But your home planet is called Atlas and there you feel a peace and nirvana you've never imagined even with your special imagination. Your time has come to use your communicator to tell the people of this planet an asteroid is going to plunge into your ocean covering the whole planet with a flood and to save mankind we need you to explain to the communicator that people who want to get off-planet will have to travel to the place you call Chako Canyon on the day we say, and we will take as many people as needed." And I ask, "Why Chako Canyon? What's so special there?" And he says "There my kind will tow a ship large enough for as many people as wanted to aboard and the ocean of mercury below this Canyon is what can carry the entire population off of the planet when the mothership charges its magnetic core and extracts the mercury into its outer hull and circulates the mercury around the core which will lift whatever load it bears up into space where the ship will travel to the dark side of your moon where it is inhabitable and able to sustain life and they will stay until the area you call Africa is visible and able to sustain life. That's the first area to have the water subside back into your ocean and slowly the continents will all have the water subside but your planet will sustain life where life couldn't before survive and places where you thrived in the past will be lost to your new waters." I then say, "OK, but what the hell is the communicator?" And he says, "The monitor you monitor" and I say "Oh my God, are you telling me to send a doomsday message on my computer? How do you know that I have the limit or I should say population available on my social media accounts?" He replies, "Our monitor, we know everything you know from your dreams. When you sleep, you travel home to your star family. It's the only way you would take on your mission as a monitor. Don't be afraid, everyone you love you will eventually be with for eternity. Time is not linear merely a circle of infinite experiences where like every one of your snowflakes are different, so are the places available to travel to in order to gain more and more knowledge. Life is all about limitless transitions and the dark matter people are trying desperately to see, measure, experience is simply compassion and love. You can't prove you love something; you can only act like you do." And all of a sudden, I wake up in the bed next to Crystal and the kids are up fighting and I say to her "What a crazy night last night eh?" And she says "What do you mean?" And I say "The dancing stars!" And Paul walks in and the same thing. Nobody remembers the UFO and I start to think it was a dream until I go outside and look to where he was standing and I see his print with the symbol I saw on the uniform and I realize I have to get to a computer and see how crazy people will think I am. The memory of that night is a haze. I even remember all three of us just standing still in the first cottage Crystal and I were in. We all just stand silent and in a hazy memory like there was a mild fog in the room. I'll never forget the green light reflecting off the water from the bottom of the flying saucer that we all saw and confirmed. I have to get to a computer and figure out a way to prove to the world that they need to go to Chako Canyon on the day I was told to reveal and just then a black SUV pulls up and men in black come out and I realize how I can prove I had a message to give to the planet. I wonder who will be surprised when they investigate my claim of mercury beneath the Chako Canyon area and the reason why history can't prove where all the graves are there and where its community disappeared to. That's a green light for my direction.
By josh tavenor5 years ago in Confessions
