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How Tarot Truly Changed My Life

During the time I was healing my inner child, I used them and read them frequently. I learned about them day by day, and they helped me immensely on my spiritual journey.

By Ashrakat ElnagyPublished a day ago 3 min read
How Tarot Truly Changed My Life
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How Tarot Truly Changed My Life: Tarot consists of specific cards containing spiritual symbols and a particular energy that can only be read by someone with high energy or high vibrations. Therefore, you shouldn't listen to just any reader, as some readers use it solely for financial gain. Instead, focus your energy on someone whose spirit you feel connected to.

I live in a Muslim environment that doesn't believe in any spiritual rituals or anything related to divination. However, I love these things. Actually, I'm not religious and don't subscribe to any religion, but no one in my family knows this. I was searching for my zodiac sign, which is Aquarius, when a video appeared with a tarot reading about it. I opened the video, listened to it, and then listened to many more. After I woke up, I tore up some cardboard and wrote on it: "This is the World card, this is the Chariot card, this is the Devil card..." etc. Then I downloaded the book "The World of Tarot," which contains the tarot cards and their meanings. Then I learned about something called oracles, cards containing messages from angels or your subconscious mind—in short, messages for healing.

During the time I was healing my inner child, I used them and read them frequently. I learned about them day by day, and they helped me immensely on my spiritual journey.

I would ask questions like, "What wound should I work on?" or "What beliefs are holding me back in the third dimension?" or "What is true abundance for my soul?" and so on.

I used them for self-healing. Then my sister discovered I was reading tarot, and she would often ask me to read them for her on various topics. I did this to please her. I won't lie, we were very close during that time, and she shared many of her personal things with me. But at one point, I felt she was draining me, so I refused to read for her. She took the cards from me and hid them so I wouldn't use them.

But I didn't give up. I watched tarot videos and I was actually healing. These videos weren't a painkiller, but tarot is one of the best things I've learned, and it has helped me and continues to help me.

In the beginning, I followed many people, but now I follow those I feel are genuine.

I forgot to tell you that when I was watching those videos, she found out and took my laptop and wouldn't give it back to me. This was because I didn't have a phone, only a laptop.

Well, I was in love with someone and thought he was my twin flame until I learned that there's no such thing as a twin flame. I learned this from Mama Magda Al-Khatib. If you're an Arab, I recommend you follow her. That's when I realized I had pinned my hopes on the wrong thing and the wrong person. All the signs were telling me no, but I kept listening to the tarot, and they kept saying he was the right person, blah blah blah. I was convinced of this until I truly understood that tarot, coffee cup reading, and everything related to energy reading and clairvoyance are determined by my current energy. When I was convinced of all these things, it manifested in my energy for the reader, confirming it. But it was my energy, and our energy can change. Even a birth chart can teach us about ourselves and allow us to change what doesn't suit us. It's not something to be worshipped, but rather guidance, to show us the way. We are always free to choose. There are people whose charts indicate they should follow a certain spiritual path, but in reality, they don't learn about spirituality at all. The truth is, these things aren't meant to be clung to, but to teach us more about our spiritual journey.

And with that, I've finished what I wanted to present to you. Thank you for your precious time that you invested in reading this. Thank you very much from the bottom of my heart.

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