But I'm tired. I'm tired of not knowing the outcome of us
And it seems like you just don't care about love
I just wanted to understand you
I just wanted to really know you
I'm sorry that you never felt safe with me
I know I have demons and selfish tendencies
If we could just try one more time
We fell in love for great reasons and rhyme
I promise I'll do better
I promise we'll shine
We have a baby coming, we should try to do things right this time
Our toxic love is about revenge
I promise to forgive you and let good emotions spread
I know you need your space, but I just want to be there
Even if we arent talking, at least let me know you care
Because I'm tired of the uncertainty
I'm tired of the drama and not knowing whats going to be
We decided to try to create a family
Lets be better than our parents pretended to be
I want you in my life regardless of the struggle
Because I want to build with you
I don't want to deal with the many partner struggle
But I'm tired and I know you are too.
About the Creator
sydneyaspen
To be honest I am just a young woman with big dreams. I hope I can make everyone around me proud. And I admire other big dreamers as well. I write because it helps me heal from things out of my control and from things that were.
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By sydneyaspen6 years ago in Humans
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